I'm an Emo Mess

Failures, setbacks, disappointments....that's all I'm getting lately.

It has been long since I ever posted a suicidal-looking entry but yeah, it's all welling up in the chest.

I don't wanna explain further on the things that are biting me because at the same time of being emo, I get paranoid. Therefore I strongly think they are horrible people out there that are just plain happy seeing me spiraling down like a hopeless, under-achieving little fucker.

I even let myself down for not blogging.

Ok, think that's about it. Now I'm gonna kill myself with a cheese grater.