2011

Oh hi, didn't see you there. So once again, another year is coming to an end. Shit, only one more year to live before the arrival of 2012.



I don't know why, but my inspiration to blog has dwindled since like October? I actually have numerous topics to blog about. I'm just really lazy that's all.

Anyway, I really do want to write a final entry before 2011. I'll be away to Turkey during the last week so it has to be now. And what better way to finish off the year with an entry of my annual list of new year's resolutions.

To me, listing resolutions every year is sort of important me; regardless of whether I stay true to it or not.

So let's start:

Family

So far nothing should be changed lah. I mean its not that I am a son who hates his family and shit, just that everything is fine family-wise? Better than fine actually. It has been this way since day 1.

Friends

Definitely to stay in touch. But this shouldn't be problem as we all have been very contactable this year.

School

Sighs...school school school. Where should we start. Academically, definitely do well. I mean who wouldn't want that? I think maybe the specific resolution should be don't start studying for tests the day before the test.

And the people in school....Ok, lemme start off by saying I don't like using my blog (my precious, personal online-diary if you wanna call it that) to out people online.

I don't go "The girl in my class is such a total bitch today. I mean she is like that everyday but today she's exceptionally horrible....blahblahblah". And I don't like to give the people codenames so as it mask their identity which suddenly makes it alright to carry on with the bitching. I just don't do that. If you do it, then you do it. I just don't. Like if I were to rant on an asshole on my blog, I'll use the person's actual name. And you know, apart from the tiny balls I have, I just don't find the joy in doing that, or the vindication that yes! - justice is done and revenge is served. Maybe people don't do that for the justice or whatever, but for the release of their emotions. I just choose not to turn my blog into a platform for long entries on the assholes in my life. I treasure my blog too much to have that happen.

So lemme start again the people in school. I bet there are several who really despise the bones in my body. Or maybe just my face. And the funny thing is that I really have no freakin idea what I did to provoke them to really hate me. I mean the stares I get. Like woah, is it really necessary? The hurtful scorns displayed on faces everything time I appear? The stupid eye rolling at every word I say? To tell you the truth, no matter how significant you are to me, I get affected at every comment I get. Not the kind of 'getting affected' where if I hear an insult, I'll break down and cry. It's actually the I-feel-like-tearing-your-face-off-your-head kinda of getting affected. LOL - gangsta much?

So the resolution for 2011 is that I just gonna leave that shit alone. I'll ignore, avoid and do whatever I can to just steer away. Keep in mind I won't give in. If it comes up all in my face, I'll just return with an extra 100%. Let's keep things real, don't go to your blogs, livejournals, tumblr, facebook or twitter accounts to bash me. You see me - say it, but remember to spray it!

Personal Life

Continue with this blog. You'll never see this blog shut down. Not even when I die, its like my never-ending legacy lol

Stop the vulgarities. And strangely, my mouth only turns potty in school. See what school has done to me ):

Read the Bible. Even thought my faith isn't strong because of hiccups I experienced from certain incidents that make me wanna go "F you Christianity.", I still strongly believe in my religion nonetheless.


Lastly, I really need to do more writing. Writing to build up my portfolio. Complete the writing course, start on the fantasy essay and just find every possible openings that I can submit my writings. Like I'm going to turn 19 in a few days time, 20 next year. Poly is ending and I am growing. Shit just got serious.

So lemme wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.



A time for new beginnings and why is it ok to turn emotional again since 2010 is coming a close?