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Everyday,everytime, jerks will appear frome the corners of my eyes,jeering me,teasing me,disencouraging me. Why did GOd create these uncivilized people.Even mutts and critters are much more better than them. They will mentally,emotionally squeeze yr god damn juice out of u and then leaving u all shrivelled up to burn under the social rays of darkened light with fingers pointing at you,waiting for u to crack up and give up. This is what u call peer pressure.This is the cause for people to act what what they are not. It cause people not to express themselves with full of intergrity. Beneath their mask there is a whole new person wanting to burst out with radiance, to show what they are really made of. aEveryone is special in their own way.

Well, I hav been ignoring what people say abt me and do my thing.But it is really very difficult.The good thing is,my ear is starting to fall a deaf's ear on the words of 'pull u down'.Sometimes those words hits me like a bullet trian and OH MY it hurts, loads.
BEcause of what i am today, i feel people are starting to avoiding me like im some contagious bug,discussing things behind me back,backstabbing,giving the 'wad the hell' stare or the cold shoulder.It is like there's a party going to be on but im the only person that will not be invited.The worst thing is knowing u aarent invited or whatsoever. I hope this will never happen to me. *cross fingers* and likewise i will not do the same to others. Is is like a punishment for being yrself. sighz**