eating candy canes of sadness...

Arghhhh!im so sadddd...im saddened by the sadness in my sad world because of a sad situation that made my world sad driving me to a sad condition where i cant cope with.

bleahs!!wad am i writing....
i feel so sad....

coz the hp i wanted my dad wouldn't get....

and also many reasons.....

one of them is....

that...

the same people who my old brother and i noe...

they prefer him to me....

recently ask him out for sum church thing....

forgetting all about me....

like i never exsited....

in their lifes....

cries....

bleahs...

i don care....

really...

i don....