post-script

You knw what, I am just gonna ramble via words on my anger on this bloody post because there's no other way I can vent. Im just supeer freakin nabei mad at you just said to me. What i said was just a casual question. You didnt have to go all defensive over what i said because what you said in response really upset my immensely ok. I dunno how to emphasize how immensely it affected me but i'll try. It is like me going back to my freakin primary school days and my lower sec years ok. Those years were extremely hard on me, you didnt even know what i've gone through. I was like the freakin oddd one out while YOU had a wonderful life perfectly carved out on diamond stones in Greek. You now freakin have all that. Experiencing all till a tyical loser like me would just die to be in your shoes. You dunno whats being freakin left out in everything, you're like multi-talented, everywhere I go people bloody ask where are you before saying hi to me so you dun have any fucking right to say what you said. So what? You gonna hit me if you aint like it? Then hit because you are so much better than me in bronze let alone brains. Me, wanna hit you back is like trying to stop hurricanes and tornados. You say I have like many girl friends who are just friends and i never have like any connection with them. So what? You implying im gay? Then you compare that you dated many pretty girls unlike me. Now again, who have a much better life and a wider social circle of cool peeps. You. So u're rubbing you 'extravagant golden plated statuts' in my nose? Satisfied?

You know what, I wont lie that your opinions do not matter to me because they do.Somemore coming from someone who i literally grew up with. But since you're like hardly at home maybe the ache will just go away. You surely think that typing this emo, angry or big-words-no-action post is pathetic. While i cant disagree with that but please enlighten me on how am i gonna deal with it? confront you? Funny. HaHa. Wanna know why I dun choose to type this after i simmer down? because i freakin will not feel this way again and tomorrow will be just filled with tubes of rainbows and poceketful of sunshine.

I hope you are very pleased with yourself. Now run along into you-know-who's arms. It is of your highest priority.