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I feel like blogging many stuff but i cant coz my blog is for the public to read and i don wanna to let some people read what i blog.Nice long sentence.Let me try to put what I wanna say in codes....i mean just hidden signs..you'll get ead i mean...

I dun wanna go for that thing.I feel so awkuard and odd,like a lampost.While everyone is having fun wif each other,I DON EXIST.I aprreciate for those who wanna strike a conservation, but it is all so fake and reallyreally strange.I know that they are doing that just because they think it is good etc but not what they really want to do.I am startingto hate that day that i hav to attend.Always not looking forward to it.I smile on the outside but cringe on the inside.It's just extremely weird.And noone notices,Im fine wif that.My handphone is the only source of device to pccupy myself,to show people 'You hav yr peeps and I hav mine'.I dun wanna go for the overnoght thingy again.My mum has to force moii and i dun like it lor.And then there's another one on after that.And then she has to force me again.Bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!---------------------------baa black sheep hav you any wool.........lol

yes sir yes sir 3 bags full.......................lame